IVF is cancelled. I'm sad. I don't understand. I'm more in shock than anything. No tears. I don't have the emotion or energy for tears.
Seems that I stimmed Monday-Thursday (4 days) and was only able to produce 3 follicles, and 1 is mature and dominant, ready to be triggered at 18 mm. The others are 10-12mm. ALL the money paid upfront, additional meds purchased and delivered this AM, all for us to be doing a measely IUI or timed BD. Great.
The reason? No reason - just a random fluke, could happen to anyone, I'm the unlucky one. Most likely won't happen again. So stupid. I HATE infertility. I HATE that others can pop out kids left and right. I HATE my body - its broken and I want a refund! I HATE being mad about this, but I can't help it.
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